1 Samuel 1:27 - For this child I prayed...
The hardest thing in my life right now, is not having an answer when someone asks how my adoption is going, or where we are in it. It's a struggle to not know what is going on or be able get answers from those who should have them.
So all I can do, at this time, is to continue to pray for my child and the family we will become.
I pray for patience (something I am trying so hard to have)
I pray for hope (that I get some sort of answer of what is going on)
I pray for strength (as my heart gets heavier and heavier with each day of no news)
I pray for my little boy (though he knows nothing of what is going on)
I pray for those working on my case (that they will feel any sort of urgency)
I pray for those who support me (for you truly have no idea what your support means)
Please be patient with me when I don't have an answer for those of you hoping for an update on this amazing adventure I'm on. I started this process telling The Lord that this be done in His time, and I am trying to stay focused on that part of it. I can't rush this, it has to be right.
The Lord has given me things to focus on while I wait for my official referral, so I am staying busy with that. What an amazing boy my little nugget must be for us to go through all this to become a family. While I can't wait to meet him and bring him home, I must.
Thank you all for going on the journey with me. For all of the support I have received over the last 5 years (almost) while I have raised funds, shared my emotions (good and bad) and gave me the love/strength I needed each step of the way.
I truly hope to have information on him soon and will share as soon as I receive word of who he is, and all his "stats". Til then......
......Kayleen's Kid Quest continues
